The first release is time.
		    You were prepared for this.
		    But not really. At least, you didn’t know
		    he’d have power to divide and recombine the night
		    and day. The clocks now tell you how little time is
		    left. Sound, it turns out, when the crying ends, exists
		    not only in time but as an aspect of it, which,
		    properly adjusted, unfolds
		    the inner angst of minutes.
Yes, his pitch is piercing, and unpleasant,
		    and you will fear what you are capable of
		    to quiet it. Only wait. Pray, and wait.
Next release all your intentions.
		    Yes, all of them. This is hard for you,
		    but he can read them in your eyes and he
		    is a jealous god. You may as well bundle them
		    like limp carrots, and feed them down
		    the black hole of his razored, red mouth.
Around now is the time to release space.
		    Don’t worry, it gets easier from here. At any rate
		    the world is being redistributed. Your home
		    contracts around you, and everywhere else,
		    literally, grows more distant. It sounds
		    worse than it is. Release it.
There: that is your reward,
		    the curve of infant mouth and eyes
			when you are finally face to face.
Remember: you are in love, and love lives
		    on little luxuries. Your poverty
		    is the richness he brings you—
this little god, little icon,
		    little messenger of a recreated world.

				
				
				
				
				




